Maybe you could gather with Teri only once in a while just to be connected to real flesh and blood people! Gathering is important and HaShem will make a way for you. I am blessed to have 2 other women who are on the same journey back to Zion and we gather every Shabbat. SWW is also very important to me and others, it connects us to each other and we get some very good teaching from Ross Nichols which I consider "priceless". I am glad that you have joined with this group and I know that it is YHVH that is providing a place such as this because where else would we go? it is our Great G-D that provides "manna". I will pray for you dear sister that HaShem will send others to gather with you.